Countdown To The Start!

In 1 hour 26 minutes I'll be 18. I've been so excited and the build up has been hilarious (thanks to my fab friends who are the best), but now I'm thinking about it I'm getting scared. I'm clumsy, I forget everything, I'm always skint, I have a tendency of making impulsive/silly decisions, and I definitely lead with my heart not my head. All of this is fine at the moment, when I can say I'm only 17, and everyone makes mistakes. But 18 feels big! I know it's not, especially as my sister is turning 21 in a few months, but for me this is HUGE! Why has no one written on a book on "How to help when you're growing up?". I suppose I did grow up a lot in the last year without really realising, things like passing my driving test, and finding a job I actually enjoy rather than just sticking to a routine have made me feel so much more independent. I'm sure nothing will really end up changing very much (although I may now get that tattoo I've been considering for a while...), but it feels like a new start, and although I'm scared, I can't wait! Z